It's so cold outside. The more I think of it the more it seems to reflect how I feel inside. I thought I had rid myself of that ugly seasonal affective disorder. Mayhaps I was wrong. Don't get it twisted, lately I have been just about the happiest girl in the whole wide world - but there are still little episodes of overwhelming uncertainty. So many, what ifs....what happens when...what am i going to do when....and the list goes on. I had a discussion with Robbie that ended in him telling me that I had haunting eyes. What does that even mean? I'm used to people commenting on my eyes. They are intensely blue, but that's certainly the most interesting comment on them that I've heard - and the only one that has really stuck in my head. Mister Christopher and I had the opportunity to go to Georgia Tech's Demo Day a few weeks ago, and explore a little of Atlanta. It was a real blast, and reminded me so much of the Seattle days. Chris and I exploring places that I've never been. It makes me really feel alive.